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its been ages since i visited my blog miss writing waaaaaa……..
my life is a bit different now im becoming matured (sort of )
too bad my holiday is been cancelled thanks to my school (grrrrrrrr)
no summer for me now huhuhuhuhhu no beach no whitesand nothing
anyway weather now is quite good not too cold not too warm (the heck)
all i want is to have a real summer…………
that will makes me happy………………
it was a damn cold nyt so i easily fall asleep……
i was on a beach sitting alone as the wind blows hardly and making my hair fall to my face.i was watching the calm sea feeling its wave washing the sands away to my feet when all of a sudden i saw this face an unforgetable face this man whom i know for how many years someone i can called a special frnd before but unfortunately for some reason we havent talk since i left my hometown.
just confused ………..why on earth did i dreamt of him…is he thinking of me or is it me thinking of him……….
wat yah think??????
away from home….new life….a new world a world thats different….big adjustment….waaaaaaaa…damn watta kyf but im enjoying it atleast im exploring what really life is……..
not a good week for me…first im just in d house for a week acting like a looser..nah acting like a monk…s dat ryt ?well ders nothing wrong with dat.i just love what im doing hanging inside my room watching tv soundtrip chattin surfin d net….nd beside its raining outside nobody want to go out coz of the bad weather..nd maybe thats the reason why im sick ryt now i have this colds and its so annoying….so better stay in my room…
nah i just want to share some stupidity something thats been bugging inside may damn freakin head.i just realized lately that we really should treasure every minute that we have coz damn who knows what will happened next so true that ders no second chance so we should express or tell or atleast tell someone somebody that they really mean something in our life nah for sure my family relatives cousins nd frnds already know how important they are…but some mistakes in the past nope its not a mistake pretty sure of that gosh just want you to know that its breakin my heart maybe because youre still special damn iti hate bois ever sorry not ever but just ryt now crushes special feeling i hate it i hate feelin it why cant i avoid it coz bitch its tearing me apart its making me weak everytime …..
nah let me just cut this first..
june 27 2008 its d day dat im going to leave my home country.ill b leaving for good to continue my study nd of course to find a job….im so nervous ryt now but at the same tym im xcted..ill miz all my frnds my titas nd titos my family nd specially all my cool couzinz.ill mizz all the wackiest the craziest that i have with them..i promise that no tears will fall in my eye later dis afternoon…charing….lets just keep n touch guyz….
life’s messen me up….
u told me dat im d one and im starting to believe u
but suddenly ure tellin me dat u change ure mind….
dats pretty damn stupid ryt??
seems dats ur one of them a player…
and im thankin my self for not believin u
so hard to find a guy ..
a guy that u think is d one…
the one dat uve been waiting 4
for a long time….
emotion
s the one hus going to pull u down
girl: You don’t know the first thing about being someone’s friend.
boy: I don’t want to just be your friend.
girl: You don’t know what you want.
boy: Neither do you. Maybe you’re just too scared that someone might actually want to be with you.
girl: And why would that scare me?
boy: Because then you wouldn’t be able to hide behind your books, or your frickin’ telescope, or your faith. No, no, you know the real reason why you’re scared? It’s cause you wanna be with me too.
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boy: _ _ _ _… I love you.
[long pause]
boy: Now would be the time to say something.
girl: I told you not to fall in love with me.
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lady: What makes life so difficult?
boi: People.
